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Massage Therapy with Gracia Logue-Sargeant of Wildheart Bodywork

Now that six feet apart is the status quo in many communities, touch is a rare thing. A hug, once a simple form of greeting between acquaintances and loved ones, has become a dangerous risk unless you follow very specific instructions. Then there are layers of grief folding in, the stress of unemployment, the adrenaline of protests / actions, the tension of internal work hopefully many of us are doing to eradicate anti-blackness. This is all taking a toll on our bodies in different ways. A toll that might be relieved by human touch, by body work — but unfortunately many of us can’t access that, especially right now.

This episode explores flesh and muscle as a medium. Yes, there are technical bits, but a huge part of bodywork is the emotional framework that runs through (and often determines) the tension, pain points and alignment of our bodies.

This episode explores the flow of a session with Gracia, what got her into bodywork, what bodywork means to her, how we hold emotions in our bodies, and the impact of trauma on our physical selves.

Wildheart Bodywork

Gracia Logue-Sargeant has been practicing bodywork for five years. Bodywork, or massage therapy, has over thousands of years of history, with roots in China, India, Japan and Egypt. Massage is a form of care that human beings have Gracia practices Deep Tissue, Swedish, Sports, Myofascial Release & Shiatsu Massage in Oakland, CA. She incorporates trauma-informed care with sensitivity to the needs of those of various sizes, races, genders, sexualities and disabilities into her practice. Check out her website and follow her on Instagram. She’s also an incredible musician! Listen to her music, Phantom Tides. Oh, by the way – here is an eerie but helpful video to help you visualize trigger points.

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Dedication: For Elizabeth Jameson & Finding Intimacy Without Touch

This episode is dedicated to Elizabeth Jameson, a friend and colleague who I worked alongside for years. Elizabeth is an artist, speaker and patient advocate. Elizabeth began making artwork out of her brain scans after she was diagnosed with Secondary Progressive MS in 1991. She now lives with quadriplegia, meaning she doesn’t have the use of her hands, arms, legs or feet. I met her after responding to a Craiglist ad seeking an artist assistant. I embroidered portraits of her brain scans for her practice, traveled and installed her work at shows all over the country and a few years in, we began writing together.

In this episode, with social distancing and the threat of COVID-19 posing a threat, especially since Gracia provides home care to an immunocompromised person, we had to stay very far apart. In fact, Gracia had to hold my recorder, press record, adjust levels and format the file while I had my studio headphones on, connected by a long dangling cord. The connection I experienced with Gracia reminded me of a story Elizabeth told me, a story we included in an essay published in the New York Times. There is a moment in that story where Elizabeth feels the spark of connection, similar to the connection of touching someone, when they adjust her voice amplifier just so.

This episode is dedicated to Elizabeth, and the deep, introspective and vulnerable work she does to share her lived experience and connect with others.

The Music: Lizedelise & Phantom Tides

As always, we close out each episode with a song created by my collaborator Liz de Lise. Liz takes inspiration from the material, the feels, or both. Listen to the song on its own here and check out the lyrics below.

As I was doing the final edits of this episode, I realized that while we touched on Gracia’s passion for music, I hadn’t listened to her work! I was having a bit of a block scoring a few parts that I felt were particularly powerful. I just couldn’t find the right sounds to compliment Gracia’s words, but I knew music was needed to echo the emotions and concepts. So I put on Phantom Tides and let her voice wash over me. Three of Gracia’s songs accompany this episode; An ocean with no waves, Break or Bend and Wayfaring Love. Please listen to them on their own and consider buying one of her albums: they are soul-filling.

This show also includes underscores by Liz as well as MSFX and Thirsk; I source my loops and many characteristic sounds from www.FreeSound.org, a great resource for producing audio.

One Moment

 take what you can
from me
 
pull it out
     (I don't know the name)
pull it out of me
            (had to forget)
     (you always find...)
read my mind
try not to take it personally
push me down
sway me all around the room
I know we'll be through soon
 
take what you can
from me
 
can you fold me up
into something small enough
to fit inside your hand
I need one moment
where my feet don't need to plant
where I can sit
and stand for something more